Michael Jackson‘s former bodyguard is not only claiming that doctors kept M.J. pumped full of pain killers, but says the singer had a secret girlfriend (who was of legal age). “I never witnessed him actually taking drugs but I knew they were there,” says British martial arts expert Matt Fiddles. He believes that M.J. was addicted to pain killers prescribed to the star by doctors. “We went to great efforts to keep the doctors away,” reveals the bodyguard. “But as soon as we said anything and it got back to Michael, Michael would have a screaming fit that we were interfering with his private life…As far as I’m concerned they have Michael’s blood on their hands.”
TMZ is also reporting that the DEA is assisting the LAPD in investigating possible doctors who may have prescribed Michael with drugs illegally. According to the site, Jackson may have used various aliases to score the prescription drugs, which may have included Demerol and the powerful anesthetic Propofol.
Fiddles also insists that Michael had “someone special” in his life, a secret girlfriend that no fans knew existed. “I’m not going to name who she is,” said Fiddles, “but I think the family were aware that there was someone special in his life who he loved and adored and had his ups and downs with. I don’t know how long they’ve been a couple. I know she’s been with him for some time in different capacities but… it’s up to her if she wants it to come out or the family to speak about this very private information.”
He adds, “He was such a gentle man. He was never built for superstardom as far as I’m concerned.” [Photo: GettyImages]
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101 Responses to “Bodyguard: M.J. Had Drug Addiction And Secret Girlfriend”
I have been a huge fan of MJ ever since I was 4, it hurts me to see how the media tried to tear this good man apart, while he was living, and now, they still not giving him the respect he deserved. I mourn him, like he was family. My daughter is just 3, but she knows who MJ is(The best entertainer ever) RIP Michael J.
I still can’t believe that Michael is dead. I am the same age as Michael and I grew up with the Jacksons’ music. If there is one thing I would say to Michael it would be that he was a gift from God. He was so handsome, kind and gentle…why would someone want to hurt him. The media are like sharks…eating everything in sight, causing pain and misery. Michael is gone so he and his family should be able to have peace in their lives. What about his children? They are suffering from the loss of the only parent they knew. People are cruel….I think all this media hype is foolish and jealousy. Michael tried to make parts of his life private so people make up stuff. As for the medical people around him…anyone who does that much surgery on a person’s face has no morals..they are in it for the money…and if they are prescribing too many pills….they are in it for the money and thriving off someone else’s pain and misery. These people should be in prison and their ability to practice medicine revoked. You can see how Michael has been hurting inside all of his life….just look at his eyes. Perhaps now that he is in heaven he can moonwalk and smile proudly. MJ you are loved by many and truly missed. I just wonder was musical genius was still inside of you. Rest in the arms of our Lord and Savior and may God grant you and your family peace.
This is the most perfect example of not knowing what we have until it’s gone. Despite everything, essentially not knowing what is true and what isn’t, losing Mr. Michael Jackson has been a huge personally felt loss – to me and many others. He was so beautiful inside and out. Trying to improve the conditions of the world and seeing kids as our future are examples of his love for humankind. As for his troubles, to live and grow up in the spotlight to that degree…It’s certainly understandable that there could have been some neurosis. Probably OCD, a perfectionist and perhaps trying to correct some of the childhood he must have felt cheated out of. Having an addiction is a disease, not a laughing matter, regardless of who you are. Just like Princess Diana, the media and our fascination with celebrity has ended another tortured life. I am sorry, Michael, for the role I played. And, thank you for all of your gifts to us. May the angels protect you and show you the way.
Michael Jackson (King of Pop) is an inspiration to the entire world. His death should be celebrated with the respect that he deserves. We will celebrate his passing, R.I.P MJ and may you continue to inspire everyone with your music, love and talent. It’s all about what MJ has given the world, nothing else matters. We love you Michael Jackson.
ill miss michael . i think it time for people to stop talking bad about him they ,have said too many bad things when he was alive now they want they wan to keep on with it just stop please stop .you all may be why he could take it any more may god help you……………………………michael will be miss
My heart goes out to his chldren most of all and to his family… Michael Jcakson had a Huge impact all over the world and his early dismise has stunned the GLOBE!!!!!! Yes noone can ever place this man he is in Heaven now where he nolonger have to deal with the LIES that these so called people r tellin now that he is gone can U inhuman’s let him REST he could’nt do it when he was alive so let him REST now….Michael Jackson U will always be in my Heart ur God’s Angel now U can Fly now ur free.. May God keep U and ur Family Safe…
I will miss Michael Jackson so very much. I loved that man with all of my heart. M y dream in life was to marry him and have his kids. But that will never happen because he was taken away from us all. I still love him like he wasn’t even gone. Growing up I remember always just wanting to be there for him by his side. Nobody else really cared they just always put him down. Last year they had a contest on the radio station they said they were going to send the number one fan to neverland. I called in and won , but just what it was just a hoax. That was the worst thing someone could have ever done to me. That broke my heart. I LOVE YOU MJJ AND WILL MISS YOU. WITH LOVE YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN.
Michael was the one and only and no one will ever be able to replace him.
I think that is why everybody hates on him cause they know they will never be better than him.
I love you michael and my hopes and prayers go out to your children and family>
Michael Jackson was truly a gift from God. He was a son, brother, and father. He was truly the “King of Pop”. Michael we miss you, love you, and you will always be in our hearts forever.
Michael Jackson…
Was a legend and will Forever be a Legend!
GOD Bless Him and his Family….
He can now rest in Peace now!
Muffin
d the media couldn’t leave him alone. What ashame that now in his death, they still can’t leave him alone. Micheal RIP. The world wasn’t ready for someone like you. I’m going to miss you…..
One thing about MJ is people always talk and no one knows who or what to believe. I miss MJ so much. I believed in him and will always love him. The world just wasn’t ready for this guy. His fans never left his side, even when the media tried their very best to make us turn against him. Nothing compares to loyal MJ fans. We will love him forever.
I remember back to the days of the “Jackson Five”….what a talented group of boys they were. When Michael went solo….he kept the jackson name going. There will be no man go where Michael J. has gone. It still seems like you are not gone. You have done so much, alot of things i didn’t even realize. You showed alot of emotions which showed in alot of your music. You definely put the “a” in awesome. The only this about this that i regret is not ever getting to see you in concert…..Prayers go out to your family. I’m sure there are back up singers and dancers with you in heaven….it is probably the most beutiful thing. You are sadly missed by millions all over the world but you will “never” be forgotten. Your music will live on as long as i am alive. Thanks for all the memories, from you and your brothers….Luv ya!
Its about time they acknowelged me (The secret girlfriend!) Lol jk
I still can’t believe that Michael Jackson is dead. I will miss him very very much. I have never had a famous persons’ tragedy affect me so much. I think that Michael was a very sad man, and this goes to prove that you may have everything-talent, money, fame-but you can still be unhappy. I think the only reason Michael had those surguries was because he had so many people around him sucking him out, not the fans, but I mean like his entourage. I never thought Michael was ugly. To me he was very handsome.When people claimed that Michael would do innapropiate things to him, I didn’t believe it. Michael had a rough childhood, so why would he want to take something from someone else, when he suffered from the same kind of situation, having a bad childhood. Michael wasn’t bizzare or weird, he was just misunderstood, and the media is just terrible. Even when he died they still talk crap. Why can’t they talk about the good? Like all the charity work he has done. It’s just so sad. my heart goes out to the entire Jackson family and his three children. May you rest in peace Michael Jackson. We all love and miss you.
I was born in ’68, so I have never known a world without Michael Jackson. I was always a fan, it just always felt like I knew him, I think everyone felt that way. He was a constant presence, him and his music. Many of his songs were the soundtrack of my life. I guess he just seemed immortal in a way, and his death has surprisingly put me into a profoundly mourning state. I always believed his talent was only matched by his glorious spirit of innocence and kindness. My prayers go out to his family.
THIS IS FULL OF NONSENSE LIKE COME ON NOW LET MICHAEL REST IN PEACE… YOU PEOPLE ARE REALLY KILLING ME TALKING ABOUT HIM WHEN HE IS DEAD LIKE THAT’S DISRESPECTFUL LIKE PLEASE GIVE HIM SOME TYPE OF RESPECT. GIVE HIM THE RESPECT HE GAVE YOU GUYS.
it really hurts me…ive been sad with other famous deaths but his i cried!i used to kiss his poster at age 10!he was so handsome….miss u ur a angel!
Every summer I swim in the afternoons in my backyard swimming pool with my outdoors stereo blaring with Michael Jackson music. The birds sit on the electrical wires and watch me. Lately it seems that the birds are chirping as if though they are singing along with Michael Jackson. I believe Michael Jackson was a gift to the earth. May he rest in peace.
We never value what we have. When Michael was alive, everybody was out to get him like a bunch of blood thirsty vultures. He was a troubled man, a child of abuse and violence, forced pretty much into child labor very early in his life. He had a God given talent that is one on a million but it only brought him suffering. It appears like he was never truly happy, always trying to be better, look better, be more accepted. And while his was warshiped during the Thriller times, people were cruel to him after that saying that he could never top his success. But how could any artist top that.? That was his Sistine Chapel and there has not been an artist since who has come even close to that. The criticism, the pressure to be perfect, the body image issues, the libel and lies all around him is what killed Michael. When that brat came out in 1993 with all those allegations, we were all so fast to believe to condemn and even faster the second time around. How do you think it felt for Michael to be loved and then hated and despised by everybody. He was surrounded by leeches who were feeding off him and using him. Too bad that his family members weren’t there to protect him when he needed it. He was a lonely man, a man who gave his life to please us and who we betrayed and left to die. Watchi his early videos, when as a child, he was singing Ben and I’ll be there. Look at his eyes and see what our love for gossip and scandal did to that child. I always liked Michael’s music but I ‘ve never been a die hard fan. But seeing him perish like this just broke my heart. Forget his shining talent, forget his fame , forget all the scandal around him, try to see a child in him, a person, a human being, a father, a brother, a son who is gone forever, gone because nobody cared enough to save him. There will never be another Michael Jackson, a person who insipred millions and who enriched our cultural and musical legacy . And instead of being grateful we all were just scandal hungry, unhuman and unfeeling. We all betrayed him when he was alive and needed our love and support and now we are trying to make ourselves feel better by singing him praises. A true genius gone…
If Michael had a secret girlfriend then good for him. He deserved some happiness. As for the drug addiction it’s a disease. If a abuse of persription drugs played a part in MJ’s death may we make a example of the medical personel that allowed this to happen and revoke their medical license.
I am very sad about the death of MJ. He brought so much to so many people and much like Princess Diana he had no privacy. There will never be another soul that reaches the level that he did. I will miss him very much. If I could say only one thing to his family it is that I am so sorry for your loss. At the end of the day regardless of who he was to all of us, he was their family. My heart hurts to think of his children losing the only parent they had known. No child that young should ever have to bury their parent. And no parent should have to bury their child.
MJ…may God grant you the peace and serentiy you didn’t have in this life.
michael was the lite of my life now i am down to where im sad
thinking of michael jackson was like raising up to touch a star but never can touch it again…
My reguard goes out to the family,even thou we weren’t blood we were still family.for a lot we watch him since jackson 5 so we feel connected to him.and the media suck this man gave more then anyone,name someone who gave to 39charity,cause I know no one!!!I know it’s hard for a parent to bury a child but his visit was over it was time for him to return home.god wanted him back,but if you ever miss him,you have memories music and dvd so you will have a part of him with you.
There was nothing weird or strange about Michael Jackson. He was who God made him, the most gentle spirit who loved others more than he loved himself. Being different only made him unique, and he will truly be blessed for the love he gave to others, and I know that he is in heaven and he is in peace with no more torment from this world. I know what it feels to truly mourn for someone, and my heart goes out so deeply to his family, who someday I would love to meet.
Hey it is, what it is Michael reminds me of his sister Janet she knew how to keep a secret like when she married no one knew until she got a divorse so I can understand why Michael kept it quite it’s nobodies business anyway who anyone dates I’m private in the area to. As far as the pain pills go I can relate but there is a point where you have to stop for health reasons.
See he had a gilfriend for many years so why would he want to be with boys I never beleived that at all. That woman ( the boy mom) just wanted a piece of the millions and she got it so she shut up but, she also ruiuned his reputation by being jelous of him. He was a very talented and excellent performer and will be deeply missed by alot of fans. So those people that hurt him in his life I hope they pay for what they have done to him. He probably would have never went this route if people would just left him alone people should not throw rocks at glass houses. Now his children willbe without him in the most precious time in thier life. RIP Michael you will be missed dearly.
i cant believe his gone. why cant people leave him alone.? he’s gone now and there STILL talking bad about him. i wasnt alive when jackson five started or when he started his solos but iv researched him & his songs, and no one will ever be able to duplicate him. you can try but you wont succeed. MJ is one of a kind. he Loved children and life, and people took his love, and took advantage of him. by saying he was a child melester. so i guess there cant be love in this world without people thinking your rapping peoplelike the press did just for money. im 13 and i understand the diffrence between reall love for the world, and fake love just to get atttention.so how much older is the press going to get until they understand that.?
The Moonwalk,Croch Grab, And Kick. Legendary. you are and always will be in my heart & in all your other fans hearts.
When i was a kid i used to be in love with micheal jackson. He was aking and he was a inspirer micheal made me so in love when i saw him he is the most friendlysit person probably micheal was an awesome guy he was a great father. MY FAV video by him is Bad love him in that he looked so cute and my other is Remember The Time that was the stuff right there. Micheal may the king of pop live on forever love you mike R.I.P
The first time i hear micheal jackson got to be there ,i was a little girl growing up in jamica and from that time on i was hook on micheal jackson,u will be missed u r the greastest of them all,no one can take your place u will be the next bob marley,rip micheal u will be missed
iam only seventeen years old,but as long as i can remember i have been one of michael jackson’s biggest fans.i never believed any of the harsh things people accused michael of.he was a good man,and wanted to make a difference in this world.and i think he did that,but if not,i know he made a huge impact on my life.thank you so much for being there for me michael,i wish i could’ve personally known you.i love you soooo much.rest in peace,god bless.
WHOEVER THOUGHT TO PUT THIS ON THE PAGE SHOULD ALL BURN IN HELL!!! REALLY!!
MJ I LOVE U I LISTEN TO YOUR SONGS EVERY DAY I REALY MISS U
You will be missed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you
I am only 13. I am never really listened to his amazing music before. I knew who he was, I knew he was accused for many things. When he died I was with one of my best friends and we didn’t belive he was dead. We went strait to the computer, went to youtube and listend to his music. We love his music now, we can’t get enough of it! He really is an amazing person. I wish we would have listend to it before. I am a huge fan now. I still can’t belive he is gone. He died at such an early age. I just want to say that I love you Michael and you will always be in my heart, and you are more than the king of pop, you are the king of all music. You inspired everyone and you hepled them understand that you can do anything you set your heart to. So, no one should say horrible things about you because you did all of this for us and we all put you through a hard time, people lie and they shouldn’t you did nothing wrong. R.I.P. Michael Jackson!
It was never about just Michael it was always about us. To Michael Jackson his fans were his life every time someone would yell “I love you Michael” he would always reply “I love you more” . This man had a huge heart that so many people took for granted and twisted his good deeds to pleasure themselves. This man was self less he thought of so many people he didn’t even meet. Musical he impacted the industry in a tremendous way but he also impacted the life of ever individual that heard his voice and watch him dance. Michael Jackson was more then a performer or entertainer he was a son a brother a cousin a nephew a friend and a father. Michael Jackson is the biggest icon for music but always the biggest icon for love. I loved Michael when I first heard his voice he was singing Who’s loving you and since then I have been captivated and moved by everything he did. Even though I didn’t get the chance to meet Michael I always felt like I was connected to him by his music like in some way I knew him thanks to the songs he wrote and sang and for that I am grateful. Michael Jackson made me want to be someone better in this life, Michael change the world but so many people weren’t ready for that change so the critiqued everything he did or said and called him “strange” and tried to tear him down because he could build up so much but he never stayed down just for us and the cause. Michael Joseph Jackson I pay my respect to you and your family I might just be 17 but I know this much, that what you did for this world can never be sum up in words you were has true has you presented yourself to be a loving youthful man that just wanted a childhood that he longed for and now your beside our creator and able to fulfill your heart desire. You impacted me greatly through your time on this earth and my children and their children will keep your legacy alive. My respects to Paris,Blanket,and Prince Michael may god be with you and your in my prayers through this hard time .
I know there are alot of rumors saying Michael is not the biological father. But have you noticed that Blanket looks alot like Michael. Ok course i mean in his younger years. So maybe the rumors aren’t trueas far as blanket goes.
To Micheal whom we all loved will be forever missed. Micheal you are going to a place where there’s no more pain or heartache. You were never left to live a life that was truly yours and that was owed to you. You presented the world with love, knowledge and opportunity. People have a tendency to feed off the negative and it’s only when someone as great as you have left us that we finally acknowledge the good that you have brought to this entire universe. Fly away Micheal and ease into heavens gates knowing that your job was well done. You are at peace know you will see some that you’ve missed and some you will share old songs nad memories of what you left on earth. The stillness and peace to one day will will hope to find in that geat place in the sky.
I WILL FORVER LOVE YOU IN MY HEART BECAUSE WE WERE BORN THE SAME YEAR
AND I GREW UP WITH MICHEAL JOSEPH JACKSON!!!!!!!
MJ certainly was an Icon. He will be missed. He was so talented and was a genius in the music field. I[‘m glad that the doctor’s surrounding him, past and present, will be taken ‘to task’ hopefully for their part in providing him with drugs. However unpopular as this next comment is, I have to make it. Ultimately, MJ was responsible for his own actions.
This is the sad part. His death could have been avoided. Supposedly he distanced himself from anyone around him who spoke to him about his ‘alledged’ dependence on drugs. I just wish MJ’s family would have done an intervention at some point..perhaps this might have made a difference in his lifestyle. Hindsight is 20-20. May he rest in peace. We all thank him for his contributions to our world. Thank You Michael.
There will never be another MichaelJackson in my life, and now it feels like part of my heart has died. I will miss the one that inspires my heart the best.
EVER BODY NEED TO KISS MICHAEL JACKSON AND HIS FAMILY A**
Now the media is trying to pick apart Paris speaking at the service. the media needs to stop and realize what they do to peoples lives. They cause death.
i grew up listening all micheal jackson’s son,,but my favorite of all was remember the time,,he looked like a prince…mj..i will miss you soooo soooo much,…u have left a scar in our hearts…but i know you will be singing to all the angels in heaven and soing the moon walk on the clouds and on the rainbow..i love you micheal and will miss you and if you see my brother in heaven…please sing for him..he was one of your biggest fans…love you mj and miss you..god blessings
I JUST LOVE HOW PEOPLE COME WITH ALL THE GARBAGE, AFTER HE GONE, SOME PEOPLE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR SOME CAMERA TIME
my name is kerlissia and i fell if someone said no more pills/drugs then mean either a little or none .
MJ was just an innocent boy who’s parents are to blame for his miss-direction in life. He had no choice but to follow, and all the money or love in the world could not stop his death.
Michael Jackson was a beautiful, kind, and wonderful person. He will be deeply missed.
It’s a shame that take another person 2 soon! I really feel sorry for his kids! As an entertainer he was the greatest! Nobody will ever do what he has done! As a person we will never really know what’s true.The man wasn’t normal.What kind of man sleeps in bed with a bunch of childern that aren’t related to him or hangs a baby or a railing? Somethings just don’t add up! We will never know the whole truth.
RIP Michael Jackson!
of course his girlfriend would be of legal age!!!!